romance movies don’t get me anymore. i feel like i’m a mixture of my old and new self. when I was a few years younger I was very distant but I didn’t really know why, I just didn’t trust people. now I’m back that way, except I have experience to justify why I’m that way. and its not just out of… anger or something. its cus I know better and I know why I’m like this. I’m not angry at the things that happen to me, looking back. its the way your grandparents get all their wisdom. you have to go through shit. right now I’m learning to forgive and let go. after all, these are mere mortals, they’re bound to do wrong lol… and to find things in myself that I need to change. although honestly, I can’t really see otherwise right now, I know I’m not perfect. ehh, idk growing pains or something.

feminist movement.

it puzzles and frustrates me how guys really believe that they can sleep around without losing their morals and girls can’t. like what year is this? the female has evolved. she should be equal to man. if she wants to enjoy her single-ness the way a man does then she should be able to. guys always think they’re entitled to special privileges. if its wrong, then its wrong for everyone. how can you allow yourself to be inside of everything that walks and then be picky about what type of girl you want? what makes you think you deserve someone who’s less active sexually, than you are? you don’t. you deserve someone who’s just as used up. because when someone who gets “around” gets with someone who doesn’t, they don’t appreciate the inexperience of that person. they don’t understand how important and serious sex is to that person because they’re shit is available to any and everyone. so check yourself before you start to think that a woman is lucky to have you. because whether you’re labeled one or not, you’re a slut too, which makes you just as worthless.